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Name: Marc
Country: United Kingdom
Birthday: 1/11/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: jeeps, friends, love, kissing, God, church, Jeeps, camping, canoeing, swimming in lakes, and JEEPS
Expertise: Guitar?, Singing?, Drums?
Occupation: Intern
Industry: Outdoor Recreation
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  yourgrammasdrums
Member Since:
5/16/2005
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| so the girl in my profile picture...i met her in nashville. her name is holly and i might have a slight thing for her...
i've been fumbling around with this whole persona i've been putting on lately. i keep telling myself and others that i don't need anyone and i'm not looking. i'd say that's 50% true...i know, how can something be half true? well i shall attempt to explain.
nicole is a friend of mine in nashville. we dated for a little bit (like a month) and it didn't work out. i liked someone in ohio and had this person started to like me too, i would have chosen her over nicole, so it wasn't fair for nicole. so now, a year later, i'm in ohio, nicole's in nashville, and she's having a hard time letting go. this is quite the turn-off and makes me not want her.
on the contrary, holly is kinda wishy-washy, beautiful, and awesome. she turns me on (i know...TMI) but whatever. she's flirty and even started us being pen-pals, which is awesome in a third grade way. i keep finding myself wanting to woo her over and over, which is normal, but there's one catch. holly is a nashville girl. she doesn't really want to leave. she'll travel a little but she can't right now due to the nursing program she's in. so i want her, but she WILL NOT do long-distance, so i'm in a funk.
so anyway...when i'm missing not having someone, i think about holly. when i'm not lonely, though...i'm fine and i don't want anything to do with a relationship and just want to keep travelling. who knows...i'll probably end up some vagrant in the mountains living off of wild onion shoots and native green back fish.
to close, i'm going to mention that the only reason i'm updating now is because no one is on here that i talk to all the time and i can say what i want and just write.
that's all, later days
-Marc
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| so i haven't updated in a while...
i recently came back to look at some old posts. i'm glad i forgot to shut down my "yourgrammasdrums" profile...it contains quite the slew of information to my past.  i came back to it due to a phone call i received from a friend of mine that happened to be quite a large part of my xanga blogging back then. this person had gone back to both of our xangas to get a giggle and safely look into the past a little.
looking back, i really impressed myself. though immature and quite the sap i was a genuine writer. i never felt like i was a very good writer, but that probably stemmed from my lack of high grades in school. it's also funny how much i have grown up. back then i was just an innocent pauly looking for my juno mcguff...i wasn't dealing with everything else.
i think it will be fun for my xanga-reminding friend to come back and see my update.
i guess i'm outtie...peace!
-Marc
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| a lot has changed on xanga...
i'm kinda boycotting it...it's just as useful to me as myspace and i hate myspace...it's dead to me
i love lipscomb...but i could use more friends. i seriously have all guy friends...i hate that. i met two cutties at abercrombie when i was working, and have been hangin' out with them...but they go to vandy and one is studying abroad this semester...though i'll hang out with the other, i'll miss her.
i want to leave really bad right now...
i wrote a song.
my sis has a new boy...he's cool.
i sure have changed a lot. a lot of it, for the good.
i really need to stop listening to sad songs at night...
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| lipscomb's awesome...end of post
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| you know...i keep hearing all these people tell me "oh, you're going to
love it down there!" when they're talking about me going to
Lipscomb...yeah, i'll love the social aspect...but i will HATE the
class part. i'm not a college guy. i'm a job guy.
i have NO CLUE if i want to do this major. and i have NO DESIRE
to continue on with college. i am taking this study skills course
through sinclair, this summer. in the book, there's a questionair
that i have to take...one of the questions was "do you know why you're
going to college?" and i was like "NO!" but then i thought about
it and changed my answer to yes...only because i know i'm going to
college to make my parents happy. which it really doesn't seem to
work like that. they want me to go to college, but i don't...so
they get mad.
this is so messed up. i DON'T WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE
ANYMORE!!! it's not for me...not my thing. people say i
don't have a very good self drive...well they're right, in the area of
college and classes...but when it comes to work...i'm a HOSS!
SO DUMB!!!
edit
everything is cool, now...i got some explainations from my
counselor. and i was always going to see what one semester was
like...so it's not like i wasn't going at all.
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